SEE THAT RED PERSON THATS CHESTER!!! HE WAS FUCKING HOT THAT NIGHT !!! I WANT HIM :(


CROWD AT 7.30


CROWD AT 8.00


CROWD AT 8.30


CROWD AT 9.00/ START OF CONSERT (:



PROOF (:



FUCKING HAIR :*

HI EVERYBODY I CHELSEA LOW HAVE FINALLY BLOG AFTER 9484643541641246454446465654787998446 DAYS, BUT SAD SAD SAD I THINK I AM GONNA SHUT DOWN MY FUCKING BLOG CAUSE ITS A PAIN :P

ANYWAYS ITS LIKE THE FUCKING HOLIDAYS AND I JUST WENT TO LINKINPARK CONSERT !! YEAH YEAH!
I CUT AND BLEACH MY HAIR. (ew ew ew ew) IT SUCK LIKE BALLS !!!!!! :(


YEAH YEAH I LOVE CHESTER !!!!!

time flys
7:21 pm

hi,
life is harsh isn't it. Althought they are all make belive story to make the anime/drama/ storybooks seem really nice and super sad


NANA
the recent anime i just watched is really different from any love drama ive come across, its funny and its sad unlike my heartless sister charlotte i cried abit :P

you know why they comeup with bloody drama and anime
BECAUSE non of these really happen in real life
and DREAMERs like myself fantasise all these bull shit
some become storywritter and put their dream in to these shit
where FAKE people come and act, they are call ACTOR
for anime the cute cartoon and the fake voices

this world is fake so fake that you cant tell whats real anymore
everyone had a motive
and they will go out to get what they want
with curl and cunning ways
SOMEONE tell me what has come to this fucked up world

we can be easily decieved
all the voices in our head is messing with our lifes
eventually changing ourselfs
leaving the you behind
making you fake

fake as all these may seem they change
its real
its because of this theres nothing real and nothing fake
everything stay still
bluff

when one becomes lonely and empty
they will want attention
and resort to stupid things
leving them stuck in missery and regreat
scars that leave


will i be fake ?

time flys
4:53 pm

FUCK!

time flys
2:03 pm

What is love?

Love, what is that funny feeling?
Now a day many misinterpret the meaning of LOVE.
No one really mean it.
I love you I love you it’s so easily said there is no weight to the word, LOVE.

So what exactly is love?
It’s hard to explain, as love works in many ways and come in many different forms.

Here’s some of my theory of what love is (:
It’s not accurate but what is, love is not countable for.

Firstly-
Some say:
"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful"

This is the kind of love that bare no grudge, its the kind of love that holds non of the 7 sins, its the kind that appear in story books and TV drama.

Have you ever come across anyone whom loves another so deeply that no materlistic shit gets in the way? Yes, I will elaborate more on that later on (:

A love like this is what I would call perfect, flawless. But it doesn’t have to be two people it could be in an indivigle. Which makes it very noble, to hold a love for a person this great no matter now pain it is for that indivigle, your wish is for the opposite to be happy.

"It is never jealous"

Can you apply this to "lovers", not necessary. This is the kind of love that has no end.
It’s broad but rare.

Why?
The world is selfish. It can’t take too much kindness. Everyone is just "me, myself, i" or too afraid to show.

This is love, the happy-I-love-you type (:
You give and give but might not even get anything in return
But giving is what makes you happy
It’s the happy and the love.

Secondly-
The love that is REVENGFUL, I guess you would know what I am talking about.
This is lust; it’s the lust of revenge
Usually appears in form of overprotection, and most of the time after a breakup or a rejection.
This is the love that only harbours hate and more hate.

The total opposite of my first reason.
In another word I wouldn’t even call this love
Not love
Far from love.

Its scary :(

Lastly-
Force, sorry
Force is not love
A forceful love.
But many would think it is.
Many will resort to this in times of desperation.
But there’s other reason to it.
I would not call this love.
Because it’s fake.

BUT as fake as it might seem, like I say love works in many ways in many form. It’s still real, and its in many, or should I say EVERYONE.

Love is a really funny thing, it messes with you. And from this love you might/ will develop feeling and it's real

A time love, where the factor, time, is used to develop feeling for each other (:

After saying so much if this doesn’t makes sense to you. Never mind, because this is my personal point of what love might be (:


I experience love!

Today I went for my CME project at hospice, and what I experience is the happy kind of love.
I meet/interview this lady a social worker there who worked for 8/9 years. The way she expresses her love is truly amazing.

She just wants to give and give more; she wants the people around her to feel her love for them. Although many of these patients are about to die she still give them her love, her care, and her concern. Never giving up on each and everyone.

She has truly touched me I didn’t know how this is happening. And for the first time in my life I wish/want to give to (:

time flys
8:36 pm

Sometimes i think i am the only person being all emotional, the world is getting quite heart-less.

OK i had like duck rice, nice very nice. theres this pain, i do not know how to explain it this pain in my stomach, stupid medicent.

anyways here's some quiz i saw on gladys blog and i thought it will be intresting. haha
1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be?
erm. not sure if its on the handphone i think it would be a miss call but if house phone not a BOY my family will freakout!

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
yar i do, but sometimes i don want to i will be quite intresting to bring it home! i remember this one time with pris.foo and aurelia we saw a that cart thing around my neghibour hood and we were like playing with it, OH the good old days (:

3. Do you play Sudoku?
yar i do, but i never once got the darn thing right, most of the time i check for the ans hahaha!

4. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
depends. maybe not, i would have gone wild in the wilderness hahaha! get it!

5. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save?
i'm not sure theres too many stuff on my list, if not i will do down with the house hahah!

6. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with?
er. i sleep alone. but i think my sister OMG having some uneventful flashback.

7. Who do you text the most?
not sure i don really like sms-ing, mel? paul? blah

8. Favorite children’s book?
i dislike reading when i was still a CHILDREN.

9. Favorite teen book?
newmoon(:

10. Eye color?
brown i think.

11. How tall are you?
158 !!! ARGH SCREW ALL THE TALL PEOPLE!

12. Do you like mustard?
i don know is that the yellow hot stuff. i think i forgotten how that taste like.

13. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
sleep. i dream a LOT! whoo!

14. Do you miss anyone?
erm. ruth ??

15. Can you do splits?
i don think so . my body is like not felxible for nuts!

16. What do you want to be when you grow up?
research doctor . DR chelsea low ahahah!

17. What book are you reading now ?
stuck between simon's book and kiss kiss

18. Have you ever dated some one famours?
not really famours, but kinda.

19. Do you like funny or serious people better?
hm.. funny and serious both i guess (:

20. Who is on your mind right now?
i dont know a lot of people

21. Do you have any dirty secret?
yes plenty its all really DIRTY, like really i love to tell the whole but thats why its call secret.

22. Have you ever told anyone your secrets?
i told a couple of people some but not all its too. deep.

23. What are you going to do for the rest of the day.
after blogging i gonna study for SS and etc etc

24. What do you regreat the most in your past 15 years
i don't know, theres like quite a number but i don't think i should say

25. What is the first thing you want to do on your 16th birthday?
tatoo or pierce some where !! u know !! hahah

26. What is the first thing you want to do on your 21th birthday?
Watch R21 movies hahahahhaha

27. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
firstly this is a question from gladys's blog and i am not in to girls, boyfriend not necessary but sometimes yes i don know screw this quiz

28. Are you easy to get along with?
yups.

29. What is your favorite time of day?
erm. 6 plus 7 in the evening, thats when the sun sets and the sky's painted red ! REALLY LOVELY!

30. Are you generally a happy person?
chelsea low kai sin, what do you think. hahaha!

31. What does your friends call you?
chelsea? chels? i don know siti : chew pau! hahaha

32.Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?
both? thunderstorm cause its cool and like really nice for a shot, snowing cause i can wear winter clothes hahahah!

33. Have you kiss just a friend?
yes i can count with my fingers hahahahah

34. Did you listen to your parents?
not always, im abit rebellous hahah!

35. Last person to make you laugh?
myself, but actually a book, well its writen by a person haha!

36. What are you sick of right now?
this quiz i cant imgine how gladys can come out with so many darn questions

37. What did you dream of last night?
i kinda forgotten i am like sick so maybe getting well hahaha!

38. Do you wish to stop this quiz?
yes please!

alright thats all for the bloody quiz GLADYS has like 60 question i don know what's wrong with her man hahahahahha! theres a lot of shit i wanna say but i cant say it on the blog ! :D

bye for now (:

time flys
11:06 am

hello i am currently sick, well fever, flu yup yup waiting for my mom to buy my breakfast or maybe brunch. wait i think i heard my mom coming home, blog laters (:

time flys
10:36 am

http://www.flickr.com/photos/13063156@N00/sets/72157601392915729/
8aug pics

time flys
9:41 pm

HAHAHA IDIDNT FALL THIS TIME JUST HAHAHA NANANANI POOPOO ok now compaire it to this one



diff? a lot HAAHHAHAH

anyways last week was like super busy im really tired and now tml actually theres school SCREW IT! rah!

got to study man ! like seriously! ciao

ps. no mood to blog im like not fucking focous!!! VHFIVBjhwbfmdnc SCREW THE WORLD!

time flys
7:33 pm

this is my friends; her name is ruth schooling!

To ruth schooling
i am so gonna miss you miss schooling, i know ive said that one to many times but i realyl mean it, i don know hwo to explain this crap but yar! sometimes it liek your reading my bloody mind! but what the hack! im sorry if i annoyed you hahaha ! u knwo how i am miss schooling, see you next year (: dont miss me too much!
-chelsea

my body is so pain! like REALLY PAIN! i went wakeboarding with dad today i was not really foucusing what the hack! and after that meet up with ruth,clare and alaine althought the rain ruin all our plans for that afternoon, we still manage to have fun (:

my todo list
-call pris
-finish hw
-finish tuition hw
-read book
-sleep early!

sorry just felt liek typing that out !
i think i have some lame mental disorder! about like writing todo list and not finishing everyone of them. rah! and being "organised" ok off to do my todo list now ! CANT WAIT FOR EQLIPS!H HAHDINVDFJNB KENBK N rah!

time flys
6:51 pm

the moon is out,
a whole new story begins.

ok i have finally UPDATED my fuggly blog, so stop complaining. gosh i am still reading "a painted house" is not that the books not nice is just that i have no time to finish it; this whole week is been hell for me, i will not wake up one morning feeling good and not walk like some stupid arse hole;i think i should like be sick like miss betris haha!

anyways i feel normal now and i have like been thinking a bit about life, againe , but seriously what am i going to do for the rest of my life. to make the right choice, and i want to go to ploy and graduate with a deploma for bio-tech, and like be a researcher or something. i love science since p3 where it was like the 4th NEW SUBJECT. i have always been en-tu with my science project so i think i should like really be some bloody scienctice "DR. CHELSEA" whao!! WEE !

i am broke fuck the world! i need money! fuck my stupid induglence self! why cant i just live without like clothes and other materilistic shit what ever! fuck the world!

sorry melissa i have become super vugal this semster, i don know whats wrong with me. i just cant stop it i tried but i cant like now i feel like saying fuck! i think to me fuck is just a world a stupid word!!

rah !

10 more days and Eclipse will be out, but i think singapore is gonna take much longer!

http://redrockeatter.deviantart.com/

ok bye loves

ps. i hate what im thinkign right now ! fuck you brain!

time flys
7:10 pm